on the verge of emotional breakdown...

tragic things happen to the people with the most beautiful and pure souls...maybe its b/c they can handle better than others but it doesnt mean that they deserve it. my jenn has breast cancer. shes 28. i could say alot of selfish things about how devestated i am about this but i know that it is a waste of energy that could be helping her now. her amazing strength is getting her through this roadblock and i want to help her in any way i can...

i love you all so much. i wish i had the beautiful and eloquent words of michael to express myself but i dont know. so just know that you have all shaped me into the person i am today and i would be lost without you all. please know that i believe in you all, even when you are doubting yourself. i think about everyone so much and am constantly wishing that you were here or i was there...only a month until it can be true...